Sunday, July 27, 2008

Listening to Eason Chan


I had never been to a live concert before, Eason Chan Moving on Stage 11 was a zero-breaking experience to me!
I started to know Eason when I was in secondary school, if my memory does . Prior to that, I only knew that he was rather a popular canto pop singer in HK, following the 4 Heavenly Kings etc. The first Chinese song of him that touched my heart was "Hun Li de Zhu Fu"; watching the MTV of that song, i was amazed that he sang so well and the lyrics was also meaningful.
After the first encounter, i did not particularly take notice of his songs...what i knew is that he gained popularity throughout the years with his canto and chinese songs eg K-Ge zhi wang, Shi Nian, Ni de Bei Bao, Ming Nian Jin Ri, Quan Shi Jie Shi Mian, Xie Xie Nong, Di Deng Dong Wu etc etc.. I remember i bought a compilation CD of him, known as "qi", which included all his chinese songs throughout the years. When my brother was watching the HK drama series Chong Shang Yun xiao, I got to know the song "xiong mei". That song matches the drama so well, very contemporary and encouraging. (i mean the cantonese version)
My next encounter with him was only in the recent, just before i went for a trip to Cuba. I heard from my then housemate talking about his new song "Aing Qing Zhuan Yi". In fact i learnt about this song through radio 1003, which was then also my new radio of choice. (radio 1003 is still now my favorite radio station) I purchased my second CD of him, "Ren le bah"! This album is amazing, all my favorite songs especially Tao Tai, Bai Se Qiu Xie and Di Yi Ge Ya Pi Shi. Most importantly, when i travelled to Cuba and Paris alone, this album accompanied me throughout the journey. I remember i secretly switched on my handphone mp3 player on AirFrance just because i need some songs to relieve my boredom. I was warned by a air steward on my way to Havana because of that! When i settled down in the little hotel in Paris, the first thing i did after showering is to turn on my player and let his songs filled up my hotel room so as to keep myself calm after so many days of foreign language instrusion!
Back to the concert last night, it was fantastic. Although 80% of the songs he sang were Cantonese, it was good enough for me just to sit there and listen to his singing. His hairstyle was flamboyant, perhaps i would want to keep such hairstyle when my hairline is getting thinner? :)
He danced well with his dancers throughout the concert, his loud music activated me, his soft music went directly into my heart. He joked, the audience laughed, he yelled, his fans yelled back.
Perhaps majority of us, the audience, are still the quiet guai guai type. I do feel that the concert did not reach the 'high' that i expected. But again, perhaps most of us love his soft loving songs more, and prefer to sit quietly and listen to him.
Listening to a singer for the songs you enjoyed is simply a pleasure.
I believe Eason will sing more nice and touching songs in future and became a legendary singer of our era.
Last but not least, i must thank my friends JY who helped me to get a pair of tickets with fabulous seating!


Sunday, July 13, 2008

I want to be myself!

I am an emotional guy.
A guy with low tolerance level, poor anger management skill.
A guy who is easily influenced by others..someone who live under the shadow of others.

Sometimes I am so tired that i dont feel like being myself.
However, being myself is quite tough especially when people tends to associate high EQ with success.

I was associated with the word "negative thinking" by some of my friends. To be frank, i dont like to be known as someone who only laments. I have been trying hard to improve my character.. just that at critical time, sensitivity conquers sensibility.

I knew that my confidence level dropped quite a lot when i first came to study in Singapore. I realised i was so timid when i was exposed to a new environment. I would care so much about my face and my presence among others.

I want to be myself. I want to be myself. I tell myself, i want to become myself. I want to be happy and cheerful. I dont want to be troubled by so much anxieties.

So, should i start ignoring how people look at me? hahahaha...

My original ending word was "Would other people accept for what i am?"...i din use this as ending as i found it inappropriate...but again..that's what i was thinking 1 min ago!

I am really poisoned with such negative thoughts for too long....SHIT!

Give me time, i want to be myself, i want to lead a good life. i want to achieve my dream, i want to become what i want to become.

To those who read my blog, please pardon my English as I hardly write in English. Please correct me if i made any grammar or vocabulary mistakes.

I say it, i can make it. i will make it!

Monday, July 7, 2008

七月,胡乱写写

新公司的第一天,口没遮拦,说了一些胡话,后悔,希望老总当我大清早说梦话吧!

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在KL遇到两个不同个性的故友:一个过这简单生活,梦想Phd读完后出国和相好常相厮守,另一个老是嫌自己赚太少,每次见面都还要我请客。。可是他的发财梦永远不是梦,每次都有新的投资点子。。。
看看自己,竟然都没有认真地为未来打算,永远都是算得不够仔细,原地踏步。

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买了柏杨《丑陋的中国人》一书,看了过后才知道自己如此丑陋。是时候提高自己的审美观了。

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记得和一个上等人一起吃东西,我狼吞虎咽的吃相在她眼里变成了下等人的刻板印象。“你就是这样,吃东西这么快,没有慢慢咀嚼,细尝其中滋味,以后怎么和上等人一同进餐?上等人吃东西是享受食物,你们叫填饱肚子。。”
我还真羡慕上等人那么文明,怎么我狗改不了吃屎,看来没机会上等了吧?

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